Observations, Opinions, Rants & Info concerning life in general and the world around us...
random thoughts and inner words...
This blog is my creation. It is my own words and a lot of words from music that has influenced my feelings and actions. Music has the ability to make you happy or make you cry; sob or be racked with tears. Take time to listen to the world around you and the music that comes from it. Not all music is heard; some is read from the pages of books. It's up to you to hear the notes... Thank you for reading...
Melancholy destroys more lives than you could imagine. It wastes time and production. To be melancholy is to be cursed. WHAT IS THE PURPOSE!?! What does it do for our benefit? Not a God damned thing. To have faith is to follow blindly into the breach of life's cannons. I'm sorry, but I must continue to ask God, "Why?" Why do some get and some do not? Why are some born into it and some not? It has nothing to do with how hard you work or how intricate and tough your job is. Some get it. Some don't. Rule of the galaxy.
I want to cry out, "WHERE IS MINE!?!" but pride prevents that from happening. And we all know that pride comes before a fall. Or do we? I see many, many extremely rich and prideful people who are zipping along on all eight. No problems there. It's a lie.
I spend each twenty four hours as a melancholy human being. I see pain and frustration all around me. Lottery tickets bought and tossed when the hope of a windfall turns into the scorn of another dollar lost to the toilet that it is. Day long sessions with a needle in my arm pushing liquid life to my body. Although nothing happens.
And State Farm is about to piss me off royally.
“The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating...
...and you finish off as an orgasm.” (We miss you George)
What a great movie! The master of sarcasm, Mel Brooks, made a movie called Blazing Saddles. A soul stirring lesson in how it really used to be for the black man in the American west, it starred Cleavon Little as a black rail worker thrown to his expected "death" as Sheriff Bart; Alcoholic gentle man, Gene Wilder as the Waco Kid, Harvey Korman, Slim Pickens, Madeline Kahn and a host of other actors and actresses dedicated to the irreverence of Mr. Brooks.
The Austinist review seemed to place it's wacky slap to everything decent in the proper perspective...
We can't remember the first time that we encountered this Mel Brooks pièce de résistance; whether it was fore or aft our introduction to History of the World: Part 1 and Young Frankenstein is of no consequence at this juncture, as Blazing Saddles is truly the cement shoes that plunged us into the deep river of anti-politically correct absurdity that flows from Mr. Brooks' brain. The n-word is thrown about with reckless abandon, sexual innuendo (which we didn't completely catch in our formative years) is layered thicker than saddle sores on a two dollar whore and the laughs are drawn faster than a six shooter from an ornery bandit's holster.
As a social commentary and loving spoof of 1960's westerns, Blazing Saddles succeeds in not only making fun of itself, but also in making fun of everything and everyone thinkable, which is the true genius of it. No one is spared, thereby creating an air of comfort for all audiences, who can freely chuckle at every slanderous word and political jab, knowing that there is an accompanying wink and smile. Laying the groundwork for the likes of the Farrelly Brothers, the fireside symphony of bean-induced flatulation is enough to make a grown wo/man cry, and that is just one freakin' scene. Now imagine it at the Ritz, with a theater full of (most likely) intoxicated people, with unlimited access to a gigantic cauldron of beans!!!
I was fortunate enough to watch it this past Saturday night on HDNET Movies. In glorious high definition and uncut or censored. AMC does this stupidity; cutting out the word, "nigger" and every other cuss word. Don't they understand that the entire movie depends on Brook's sarcasm and use of racism to make it work? This movie was Mel's masterpiece, although History of the World Part 1 comes in a close second. It must me seen as it was originally made. Get it and watch it. You'll take a different view of racism...
OK! So what has happened since the last entry? First, I want to thank the readers who are following my writings. I appreciate the patronage and invite you to stick around for the ride. I just needed to get my chops back up to speed, today. Here's some quick points of interest...
BLACK SHEEP ARE COOL. Yeah, Baby. You mostly know them as the Kia Hamsters. Watch the above You Tube of the REAL song. Titled, :The Choice Is Yours", it is one of the best songs in Hip Hop history. Listen to it...
CAR WRECKS SUCK. I was sitting in my most beloved 2002 Red Cougar XR, which I loved and cared for like it was a baby koala bear, when this kid slammed into the back of me. No brakes. Probably texting. Knocked the shit out of me. Actually took sitting there for 3-4 minutes before I could figure out what happened. Car is total loss. This has repurcussions that run quite deep. Bank loan, enough after the payoff to get a junkmobile. But daddy's little punkin' goes off all happy after he wrecks his pop's FIVE day old Lexus. I'll bet that ten minute time out he got upon arriving home was ultra nuevo. He gets better and I lose my nice and cool red sports car, Thanks, Junior!
CAR WRECK INJURIES SUCK. Now I have to go to Doctors-Physical Therapists. Like I don't have enough CRAP to deal with with the Myasthenia Gravis.
Blood tests EVERY OTHER WEEK. That hits high on the succubus scale!
Tired. Be back soon. School starts next week. Watch out for the kids. If you're going to jail, watch out for the cornhole. (Thanks, Deidrick)
"There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance - that principle is contempt prior to investigation."
Herbert Spencer
FOR MY FRIENDS, THE MEMBERS OF PBJUNKIE.COM - You'll never find a finer person than the paintball players that I know... This was posted on Junkie originally.
OK. I feel like sharing this because I'm tired of walking around with the eye patch and having kids come in the store and staring and all that fucking bullshit. Some of you know already, some don't. Since I spend a lot of time typing and it really is hard to do the same, I'm going to give you guys/gals - Supporting Members - the URL to my private BLOG. It's always been there. Look at the bottom of my signature and click on the BLOG text, right after the text, "You only THOUGHT I was crazy".
Synopsis, I have a weirdo disease called MYASTHENIA GRAVIS. In short, Jerry's Kids have Muscular Dystrophy and it zaps the involuntary muscles. Jester the Kid has MG and it hits the voluntary muscles. Details are in the Blog
Read it if you like. Comment or ask questions, if you like. I'd love for some comments in the blog. I've been writing it since Pierce died and never really let anyone know outright. Read the whole damn thing and you'll want to put a bullet in your skull.
Lost my brother at 32 to adnocarcinoma. Where? Everywhere in his body! I held his hand as he died and felt him leave this earth. Lost my son at 19 to some fucking scum sucking drug dealers/addicts that stole one of my most precious things in life. Now, HE GIVES ME A FUCKING DISEASE THAT MIGHT AS WELL BE CANCER, because it is incurable and you do the same thing as cancer to treat it. I don't think I would be putting myself in danger if I said that God was one big asshole! And don't give me any bullshit about it. I'm Catholic and still believe in Christanity. But something just doesn't click. WTF did my kid do to die as he did? OH, he got drunk at Mardi Gras and took some fucks word of "Oh, it's only coke. Try some." Oh, it's only DEATH and they let him lie on the bathroom floor as his lungs filled with fluid... They didn't call 911 because THEY MIGHT GET IN TROUBLE! They let him die and I couldn't do anything...
Now I'm stuck with this crap... BTW, chemo sucks, too...
Anyway, here's the link. Little Lambs Eat Ivy... Or, click the link below my signature. It's raw and uncensored. Just like most of us Junkies. Have fun...
Ok, so I just opened up my little blog to the entire world. Before, there really was no interest in what I was writing. There's probably not much more now. So here's the keyway to find out about my life. I have written some things about all the bad stuff. But there HAS been SOME good.
Karen and our family. Kids and pets are always good for a laugh!
My biological family (1 - Sounds so cold... er) Mom & Dad and Matt/Brigitte
Family 2 - My son John/Allison and daughter Lirette and grandson Taylor
Family 3 - The Woodys, Mairi and the Lovill family
PAINTBALL A - Gunfighter Paintball in toto
My writing & photography skills
PAINTBALL B - PBJ - MPP - BCP
So I start with a good note. Don't worry, though. it will turn...
This is the place where I give you so much information. Its also a way to allow me to spit out all of the crazy crap that builds up in my head.
Today, we're going to go into detail concerning IMURON; I'm taking Imuron, or by its generic name - Azathioprene. And here's what old Wiki has to say.
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"Immediate or Short-term Side-effects"
Side-effects are uncommon, but include nausea, fatigue, hair loss, and rash. Because azathioprine suppresses the bone marrow, patients will be more susceptible to infection. Caution should be exercised when it is used in conjunction with purine analogues such as allopurinol. The enzyme thiopurine S-methyltransferase (TPMT) deactivates 6-mercaptopurine. Genetic polymorphisms of TPMT can lead to excessive drug toxicity, thus assay of serum TPMT may be useful to prevent this complication.[1] Despite being 15 times more expensive[2], Mycophenolate mofetil is increasingly being used in place of azathioprine in organ transplantation, as it is associated with less bone marrow suppression, fewer opportunistic infections, and a lower incidence of acute rejection.[3] However azathioprine certainly still has a major role.
"Long Term Side Effects"
It is listed as a human carcinogen in the 11th Report on Carcinogens of the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services, although they note that the International Agency for Research on Cancer (IARC) considered some of the animal studies to be inconclusive because of limitations in the study design and inadequate reporting.[4] The risks involved seem to be related both to the duration and to the dosage used. People that have previously been treated with an alkylating agent may have an excessive risk of cancers if treated with azathioprine. Epidemiological studies have provided "sufficient" evidence of Azathioprine carcinogenicity in humans,[5] although the methodology of past studies and the possible underlying mechanisms are questioned.[6] The various diseases requiring transplantation, and thus azathioprine, may in themselves increase the risks of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, squamous cell carcinomas of the skin, hepatobiliary carcinomas and mesenchymal tumours to which azathioprine may add additional risks. Those receiving azathioprine for rheumatoid arthritis may have a lesser risk than those following transplantation.
Thank you Wiki! Lots of info! Skull & Crossbones on the bottle?
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Here's some surprise info from he drug manufacturers brochure...
Imuran and the sun...
While taking Imuran you may be more likely to develop some types of cancers such as skin cancer. Some people also become sensitive to sunlight which can cause skin discolouration or a rash. Take care to avoid too much sun, cover up and use sunscreen.
Like all medicines, Imuran can cause effects, although not everybody gets them. The following side effects may happen with this medicine: ( ED NOTE: List is repetetive and confusing: I know - But it is taken as found.)
Stop taking Imuran and see a doctor sraight away, if you notice any of the
following serious side effects, you may need urgent medical treatment:
• allergic reaction, the signs may nclude:
- general tiredness, dizziness, feeling sick (nausea), being sick (vomiting) or diarrhea
- high temperature (fever), shivering chills
- redness of the skin or a skin rash
- pain in the muscles or joints
- changes in the amount and colour of the urine (kidney problems)
- dizziness, confusion, feeling light headed or weak, caused by low blood pressure
• you bruise more easily or notice any unusual bleeding
• you have a high temperature (fever) or other signs of an infection
• you feel extremely tired
• you notice lumps anywhere on your body
• you notice any changes to your skin, for example blisters or peeling
• your health suddenly gets worse
• you come into contact with anyone who is suffering from chicken pox or shingles.
If you notice any of the above, stop taking Imuran and see a doctor straight away.
Other side effects include:
-Very common (affects more than 1 in 10 people)
• infections caused by a virus, fungus or bacteria
• reduction in your bone marrow function, which may make you feel unwell or show up in your blood tests
• low white blood cell level in your blood tests, which may cause an infection.
-Common (affects less than 1 in 10 people)
• low blood platelet level, which may cause you to bruise or bleed easily.
-Uncommon (affects less than 1 in 100 people)
• low red blood cell level, which may cause you to be tired, get headaches, be short of breath when exercising, feel dizzy and look pale
• inflammation of the pancreas, which may cause you severe upper stomach pain, with feeling sick (nausea) and being sick (vomiting)
• liver problems, which may cause pale stools, dark urine, itchiness and yellowing of your skin and eyes.
-Rare (affects less than 1 in 1,000 people)
• problems with your blood and bone marrow which may cause weakness, tiredness, paleness, headaches, sore tongue, breathlessness, bruising or infections
• problems with your bowel leading to diarrhea, abdominal pain,constipation, feeling sick (nausea) and
being sick (vomiting)
• hair loss, which may get better, even though you continue to take Imuran
• severe liver damage which can be life threatening
• various types of cancers including blood, lymph and skin cancers
• sensitivity to sunlight which can cause skin discolouration or a rash.
-Very rare (affects less than 1 in 10,000 people. The following side effects
may happen with this medicine:
(Stop taking Imuran and see a doctor straight away, if you notice any of the
following serious side effects, you may need urgent medical treatment:)
• allergic reaction, the signs may include:
general tiredness, dizziness, feeling sick (nausea), being sick (vomiting) or diarrhea
high temperature (fever), shivering or chills
redness of the skin or a skin rash
pain in the muscles or joints
changes in the amount and colour of the urine (kidney problems)
dizziness, confusion, feeling light headed or weak, caused by low blood pressure
you bruise more easily or notice any unusual bleeding
you have a high temperature (fever) or other signs of an infection
you feel extremely tired
you notice lumps anywhere on your body
you notice any changes to your skin, for example, blisters or peeling
your health suddenly gets worse
you come into contact with anyone who is suffering from chickenpox or shingles.
If you notice any of the above, stop taking Imuran and see a doctor straight away.
Other side effects include:
- Very common (affects more than 1 in 10 people)
• infections caused by a virus, fungus or bacteria
• reduction in your bone marrow function, which may make you feel unwell or show up in your blood tests
• low white blood cell level in your blood tests, which may cause an infection.
- Common (affects less than 1 in 10 people)
• low blood platelet level, which may cause you to bruise or bleed easily.
- Uncommon (affects less than 1 in 100 people)
• low red blood cell level, which may cause you to be tired, get headaches,be short of breath when exercising, feel dizzy and look pale
• inflammation of the pancreas, which may cause you severe upper stomach pain, with feeling sick (nausea) and being sick (vomiting)
• liver problems, which may cause pale stools, dark urine, itchiness and yellowing of your skin and eyes.
- Rare (affects less than 1 in 1,000 people)
• problems with your blood and bone marrow which may cause weakness, tiredness, paleness, headaches, sore tongue, breathlessness, bruising or infections
• problems with your bowel leading to diarrhea, abdominal pain, constipation, feeling sick (nausea) and
being sick (vomiting)
• hair loss which may get better even though you continue to take Imuran
• severe liver damage which can be life threatening
• various types of cancers including blood, lymph and skin cancers
• sensitivity to sunlight which can cause skin discolouration or a rash. (AHA! Again!)
- Very rare (affects less than 1 in 10,000 people
- TBD
Basic comments from the man in the pillory - Any simple idiot can see that this shit is some big time dangerous stuff. It's almost as dangerous as me banging on a keyboard. Bottom line is that this barely heard of disease is not stopping to scratch an itch and not giving me a break. I have a decison to make. grow a pair and take the chances that I have to take and put my life in the hands of the only medical professional I have ever trusted as I jump on the skateboard of life and head for the jump. I just hate throwing up...
